Thursday, February 23, 2012

Where i lived all the way through middle school was in a town called Blaine, WA. through the couple years i had lived in this town i have made many friends, and was known by lots of people. after moving out of Blaine, and washington all together, i miss that town, and my dad. i still see my dad every summer though. but it seems everytime i come back to that town, something has changed. Faces dont look the same anymore. i feel like i am meeting people for the first time. My old friends dont feel like the same people anymore. I am getting more mature and so are they; we are getting more and more distant. I feel like a Ghost in the town i had spent so much time, and made so many memories in.

Friday, February 3, 2012

ARCHETYPES IN MY LIFE
  1. Father Figure: My father figure in my life would definately be my dad, my dad is always pointing my life in the right direction, and is always there for me. I really respect My dad as a father, and a person.
  2. Wise Old Man: My dads older brother Ron, Ron always messages me on facebook, and calls me every so often to see how i'm doing, and giving me complements to bring me up. He also says words of advice for high school, so i don't make any mistakes... I would put my step dad, but his advice is terrible, and very selfish.
  3. Earth Mother: My Mom is an earth mother figure, because she is always been there for me, and is very caring when im sick, or just having a bad day, just like every mom, she is also a very good friend of mine, and we joke around alot and have a good relationship.
  4. The Maiden: Katie Fitzpatrick will definately be my Maiden, best girlfriend ever, she is caring like an earth mother, and is always comforting me. We connect like WI-FI, and i am so attracted to her. Definately the babe in my life Miss. P hahaha!
  5. Anti-Hero: My step dad Chris is definately my Anti-Hero at the moment (and Katie's) me and him used to be like best friends when he first got together with my mom, but now things have gone sour. He is always calling me lazy, and thinks I NEED to have a job, and says i don't do anything around the house, when really i do more than he knows i do. He also treats my mom bad, and is calling her names, all this happens when he drinks. He talks like he is still in high school, and always is telling me he is gonna beat my ass when i turn 18. He thinks just because he goes to work, everyone needs to kiss his ass. He thinks everyone likes him, and wants him. When Katie is over he wonders why we arent ever around him, and its because he repeats everything he says and is annoying and puts Katie in an uncomfortable position. She hates him. I know i Don't have too much nice things to say about him right now, but man he sure pisses me off, you would understand if you were in my position. He thinks i have to take his rule over my Mom's. My mom is my parent, and i see him as just a guy thats with my mom. idk. he thinks i need to live my life like he lived his, and i definately don't want to do that.